Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Pieces of ME

It has been almost two months since I've written a post. I have been living my life. I have been embracing my new role and entering another chapter of my life. After the Mother's Day Brunch I had the sunday after Mother's Day my life was in FAST FORWARD MODE! My eldest step son graduated high school, my son Sean attended a few Industry castings for commercials & shows, I traveled a little bit, I gave birth to my son Christopher Anthony three days before Father's Day on a stormy night, and the following week we celebrated one of my stepson's birthday as well as Sean's 6th birthday. WHEW! That is a lot, huh??

I have been able to hold it together until recently when I felt myself feeling down. There is so much more of me that I am showing now and I have learned that I do not mind being transparent. When you look at my face you have to know that I am human and I experience some of the same things you do. I am very complicated, flawed, imperfect, and I am still growing. God made the pieces of ME perfect in his sight and I am still trying to see what he sees! God knew what he was doing when he created me but do I embrace it?

I am in search of what is to come in this new chapter and although it has started out rough I cannot wait to see what he has in store for me. I am a woman not afraid to be strong. I am a woman not afraid to say what I believe. I am a woman not afraid to say when I am wrong. I am a woman not afraid to say when I need help, and right now I am calling on God. He is the only one that can add the new pieces of ME to complete this puzzle for the world to see.